wadiisiinmiiliife?

2007-04-26T09:35:00.000-07:00

feakiin out la!!!! wtf ... thiink ii should viisit e doc ... abiit mental unsound liiao mii .... arhhhh... ok .. relax .. todea also a tiired dea .. ii know most people wiill say ii everydea also tiired de la... aiiyo next tiime should sleep 24 h zhaii say .. no others thiinkiin le ... hahaha .. go temple n pray hahahah ... stupiid zach draw de art tiil verii hao xiiao nor hahah ... but mus admiit hiis drawiin iis nt bad la haha ... ya la , ii off to bed liiao ...

2007-04-23T03:13:00.000-07:00

already saiid ii cant comprehend love le .. care n concern?? miight be ... iif "him" iis referiing to mii iin "hiis" blog , then ii shall not turn around de bush le .. friiends defiinetly ii wanna to make wiith "hiim" dont even miind beiing best of friiends those kiinda of friiends where they could shout scream play n share ... but iif "he " miind then ii wont force .. 100 percent relatiionshiip iisnt mii style now wad de use ?? hahah maybe waiit tiill when ii older ... but wadever u beliieve , jus keep beliieviing , at least u did iit n nt waste iit n moan over wad u haven done ... ii wont regret wad had happened . onlii wiill regret iif ii had nv knew "hiim" miight be de tiime de way de reason we know iis diifferent but ii beliieve that "hiim" iis a gd guy , nv own anyone anythiin , let e person own u thiing.. relatiionship iis unfaiir , iif nt why giirl gt pregnant guys dont?? dont be so strong miinded just let iit go ... sometiimes holdiin back iis worse than giiviing up ... do ur best and done ur best , n when u did ur best , u know u wiill never regret but u wiill thiink ...

2007-03-08T01:38:00.000-08:00

aiiyo .. shii chriis hah .. hp spoliit ... ii had to help hiim go down serviice centre serviice hiis phone ... mus go take serviice charge from hiim liiao ... keep naggiin leii he .. keep sayiing ii fly kiite two tiimes on hiim liiao .. verii xiiao qii siia haha ... siiao later stiill need to go to de web to learn mii product de knowledge arbo tomolo ii jiiu diie liiao nor .. siian .. tomolo workiin at iit roadshow iin suntec ... dont know wad wiill be liike there .... should be crowded ba .. yt n ql also workiin there so qiiao haha .. but verii scary dont know anythiin jiiu had to go n sell liiao verii uneasy .. hope ii can cope n mii hardwork wiill repay la .. haha ..

2007-03-03T01:00:00.000-08:00

wa.. todea went for e flag dea .. siianx totally ruiined mii weekends haha ... jk la .. onlii tt ii need to wake up extremely early , likke around 6 , ealiier than e usual tiime ii woke up for sch , whiich iis 7 , n ii had to go all e way behind cp to take a bus to gladys house to meet her n ht ... whiich ii thiink wasted lots of mii energy hahah ...wa.. todea went for e flag dea .. siianx totally ruiined mii weekends haha ... jk la .. onlii tt ii need to wake up extremely early , likke around 6 , ealiier than e usual tiime ii woke up for sch , whiich iis 7 , n ii had to go all e way behind cp to take a bus to gladys house to meet her n ht ... whiich ii thiink wasted lots of mii energy hahah ... before reachiin e salvation army hq , we had our brreakfast at e nearby coffeeshop ... collected our bag , went to biishan, j8, to deciide where we wanna locate ourselves later .. than celes n katiie wanna to have theiirs breakfast n iin e end , we end up waiitiin for them to have theiir meal fiirst ..at tt moment mii sale rep haven jus replyed mii tt he had jus woke up!! wad eheck .. lunkiily ii nv so siilly go waiit for hiim at e mrt ... suppose to pass hiim mii punch card cos of mii carelessness .. ask hiim to call mii when he iis about to reach .. but celes n katiie had tooken fiiniish theiir mac n ii wan nt left wiith other alternatiive , we had to leave biishan n do our donatiion ...we compromiised on raffles as there , e people iis well paiid n more generous on theiir donatiion ... halfway on e traiin mii sale rep replyed saiid he liived at amk .. suddenly mii miind was blanked .. then gladys say we wiill jus do wiith iit at toa payoh .. to waiit for mii sale rep as well as do e donatiion .. iit went good , after whiich , ii passed mii card to mii sale rep n mii donation was not giiven blank result .. haha .. but all of us were exhuasted .. really tiired .. took mrt n bus back to return our bags .. n then went to toa payoh for our lunch agaiin .. as we wanna to have more siits on e bus as we go home so we choosed toa payoh .. pasta maniia iis wad we desiire for after the long dea .. we went one whole huge roun , from hub to liibrary to entaiinment then to pasta maniia .. we forgot where iit was .. n we had to look for iit ourselves ... ii had creamy chiicjen , after last tiime tt meal , everytiime ii went to pasta maniia , ii always had creamy chiicken wiithout faiill .. glad went to buy fiired bananas .. damn iit so hot n humiid she stiill went to buy iit ... siiao de she .. haha ... iis a long dea , tiired but meaniinful .. ii dont hope ii stiill have iit iif nt tt mean ii wiill be retaiin for a year whiich ii wont :p .. so iit wiill be a fantastiic memoriies before ii leave thiis sch ..

2007-02-25T01:31:00.000-08:00

tt e last fiinally thiing ii could do for hiim .. struck iinsiide iisnt any good one person had to br ruthless .. yup jiiu let mii be iit n yup wont forget but wont thiink .. tt e best .. haha liike tt everyone happy ma haha.. as for chriis ii wont patch for e tiime beiing as no poiint la .. haah yoohoo .. k la goiin to proceed to mii art liiao damn iit haha ....

2007-02-21T00:21:00.000-08:00

wad e heck ???!!! ii fiinally wake up .. ii know wad goiin on le .. hmmm... quiite angry but reliieved .. ii wiill onlii say thanks to chriis n sorry too ... ii will do wad he told mii to , ii wont be so dumb liiao ... lucky ii found out earliier.. k la ii hold no blame on hiim but ii saw hiis true colour .. onlii can blame mii ba ... stiill had to liive on , n ii wont hold anythiin back le ... nt anymore ... nt even hatre .. gd luck for hiim ..

2007-01-24T15:40:00.000-08:00

siimple siimple jiiu hao .. everythiin does nt be so compliicated n romantiic .. jus need to be siimple ... u saiid that ii change nt cos of u but e world .. ii repliied ya , but u had to admiit u r iin mii world ... hahaha ... logiic riight?? haha xiiang tao how we quarrel jiiu hao xiiao... both of us dont liike audience , so always had to ren haha... n ya ii know tt sometiimes e way ii speak r abiit too much but u dont run away wiith e blame hor .. u also speak e same tone as mii .. but wiill change la.. u dont always scold hou gan jiiu can liiao .. then ii shut up jiiu shii le ...fiive places u promiise mii u wiill peii mii go haven go tao one place yet siia ... nvm iif u dont have tiime now ,ii will waiit , n make sure u made iit true ...:p hmmm.. though u already seldom mentiion tt ii would run , wiith who but u stiill did ... haha ok la , jus take iit as u kiiddiin la .. dont compliicate thiings la .. u always liike to compliicate thiings thiis year 17 , dont giive mii e pro of 20 plus , ii dont wanna diie earliier .. haha ... k la siimpliify iit to e fiirst reason why we became a couple ba .. liike this u n ii would understand much better... ur baobeii more iimportant than mii hor , ii already walked tiill mii school there u stiil can ask mii go back take agaiin .. pro leii u :p ... know ii damn laxzy stiill torture mii liike thiis ...next tiime mii ture le noor ... haha heehee... :o ya ii damn overjoyed as at least e person ii care e most ,other than chriis, now at least sun cover e clouds , he fiinally can fiind hiimself .. maybe stiil uncertaiin of somethiin but at least he iis smiiliing ... jiia you , u can get wad u wan de ...ganbateck

2007-01-14T04:07:00.000-08:00

hmmm... long tiime nv update mii blog liiao .. now currently studiin sec 5 , wa, lots of homework , espsciially engiish .. kiirshan iis mad ... mon tiill sun all gt homework .. goiin to be driiven crazy by hiim ...dont thiink mii engliish would iimprove .. stiill workiin ba consiidered but nt every weekends .. n onlii sat .. robiin say ii miight as well dont do .. ass , jenny ask mii work de ma .. cos weiiliin tt iidiiot wan to take a break sometiimes .. hmmm... frii more deas , ii n dar dar jiiu two months le , wa liike verii fast , stiill remember we gt say we wont be together de hahah .. so funny .. n stiill remember mii gettiin mad at hiim , he gettiin mad at mii .. both kept quiiet n then ii laugh ... haha useless leii mii always laugh haha .. but ok la at least he laugh back .. then jiiu saiid next tiime wad wad wad , so tt we both wont be tt mad .. he iis goiin into army liiao .. hmmm.. siian , but iit ok la , go when ii love hiim e most :p always say thiis .. he say he go now iif nt he diiffer n study , ii then break wiith mii he would be verii sad now wont tt sad .. verii asshole leii he ... liiang chao weii nor he haha ... aniiway ii wont have e tiime to play la , thiis year o , ii dont wan to repeat... n ii wanna gt iinto poly ..

2006-11-30T22:20:00.000-08:00

:p yup ii taken off agaiin todea ... hahah too slack liiao mii jiia let ... everydea too late sleep liiao .. hmmmm... later goiin out wiith ht maybe gladys ... told dar ii nt workiin , he huh!! haha .. cannnot dont work ar ?? dots nor he .. then keep complaiiniin verii siian , ii jiiu hao can rest at home haha ... mii sale rep ask mii friiend why ii so busy keep takiin off , not regluar de .. where gt .. hahah ... okok gt la but ii really gt somethiin on tt few tiimes on nov when ii taken off ... hmmm... funny dar dont dare to look at mii blog ,dots ... open mii blog , till e fiirst page for two tiimes , also nv go read mii post hahaah .. funny ... ok la by e tiime u read mii blog ii also dont know wriite tiill whiich aliien date liiao nor ... but never miind .. also wanna tell u tt erm dont ask mii e answer u had already knew .. ok hahah dont say le later u beat mii hahah... ii haven learn fiiniish e ASL , u say u r a fast learner riight then learn wiith mii la .. see who learn e faster .. plus next tiime ii need someone on thiis too hahaha u could be e one hahah .... k la .. crackiin de braiin now thiinkin of wad u wanna eat later , always giive mii diiffercult questiion de leii u .. ass hahah ...
yesterdea bluetooth to josiiah mii songs n then saw hiis hp iis reciieviin fiiles from gm n dawn , then ii look at iit shock , then ii remember ii gt put before , forget to change siia .. dots .. shock siia mii .. haven regaiin mii nerve haha jkjk .. anyway hmmm.. tt iin e past la ... gd memoriies .. short n sweet hahha .. but now mus be long n naggy hahahah jkjk ... mus be long n loviin hahaha tt iit long n loviin ..

2006-11-24T08:53:00.000-08:00

troubles cant be sloved , ii deciided to throw iit asiide .. ii hope tt u dont always thiink of wiiniin mii any ex stead ... cos iis e past , iif wanna compare , ii also wiill lose to ur ex .. so stop pressuriin mii wiith questiions , whiich ii dont wiish to answer ... ur niight liife iis verii colourful nowadeas .. u wan mii peii u spent ur niightliife , can , but nt everydea .. ii cant driink n never smoke , u ask mii go there siit there waste ur money 4 wad??? u do iit for ur future , ii never stop u , ii understand but try to understand ii onlii 16 , n ii dont liike pub ... nt dont liike u .... so dont stop mii iif ii wanna go home .. ii let u had ur freedom of choiice , let mii had miine too .. ii wont lose mii temper iin front of so many people n ii stiill smiile to ur boss n friiends but doesn't mean ii am verii happy ... ii jus doiin wad ii should do as a stead ... k la .. u wan ask mii anythiin also can but dont ask mii for future .. sorrii ii dont wan to promiise ya wad ii nt confiident iin ... anyway , dont tiired urself with ur work n ur niightliife ... u now maybe wont siick but ii scare u siick jiu verii siick , so stop torturiin ur body ... u wiith mii like really iincrease ur niightliife alot nor .. almost everuydea liiao u .. wadever , u knoe ii dont liike , but ii cant stop u , n ii dont wan stop u .. u mature enough to knoe wad u wans , wad u should do or should nt do ... anyway , ii told u before wad ii wan n dont wan , wad ii would do n would nt do le so stop askiin wad ii told u le , e answer would be e same ..

2006-11-21T08:28:00.000-08:00

shiit , ii shouldn't go watch moviie at ps .. ass ass... fiindiin trouble 4 miiself niia mii... plus e show , show e person usiin siign language .. jiia let .. come agaiin e feeliin ...shuyii ar shuyi wake up siia!! u nt iin ur world stop thiinkiin ...pls dont let mii thiink liiao ... arbo later ii end up iin e mental hospiital ...n iis nt faiir to hiim iif ii keep thiinkiin ...need to do some exerciise liiao haha arbo ii slackiin liiao ... siian thiis few weeks keep 4 , 5 plus sleep .. head , legs n hands nt miine anymore siia .. lost control .. yes!! dec comiin ii verii free liiao hahhaha ,...... but dont ask mii go ton or wad , ii too old liiao hahaha !!!go out tiill one plus stiill can la but nt more than tt .. piiggy ma mii ... mus jiian feii liiao ... anyway also no one will stop mii hahhaha ..... wa , tomolo need to work at 11am leii siian driin nor mii..arhhhhh hahhaha ... hmmm..

2006-11-20T07:22:00.000-08:00

hmmm... todea damn happy siia fiinally someone erm two person from mii school de say ii good lookiin ... hahahha .. and stiill say seriious de .. verii paiisiiah but happy la ... who iis not happy when someone say u r gd lookiin??? hahah .. n ii iis fiinally someone from mii sch told mii hahah ... ass liike tt liike verii ke liian nor , FIINALLY .. .. hahah ...hmmm...

let see how iits goes, ii also dont dare thiink too much ... anyway stop all e temptatiion !!! later ii cant iit nor hahah jkjk ... dont kiill mii :p hhahah ...

stupiid leii mii target so hiigh how to reach .. thiink ii hiit e walls jiiu got nor ass ...121k leii not 121 hundreds dollars lei!!!hahaha ....stress ... erwiin stiill can say ii stiill can smiile n laugh even though verii stress , but wad she wanna mii do?? hahah cry ar nt possiible for e stupiid target hahha .....
ky say mii friienster profiile de piic dont look liike mii ass!!! ask mii go take piic ..he thiink ii go matchmake on friienster siia hahhah ....

2006-11-19T08:25:00.000-08:00

thought ii stiill love hiim , but ii wiill be faiir to u ... thanks for ur understandiin ...

2006-11-16T02:49:00.000-08:00

ya ya , ii off agaiin.. haha bo biian nov ii alot of thiings need to do siia .. tomolo go back surely kana scoldiin hahah ... dont care .. later stiill need to go out .. hmmm... tues after 6 went shoppiin siia ask ky acc mii haha .. funny .. cos ii cant fiind tao anyone liiao .. anyway quiite funny la he .. hahah always say ii talk craps .. wanna buy tt BOOK , keep laughiin hahah ... verii funny meh?? ii wanna learn?? haha chiirst also keep laughiin when he saw tt book ass ... haha ii learn hao le jiiu show them siia ... py's jo more worse, ii sms py , he replied , say wad ii liike jo not ass.. lucky iis verii obviious nt py siia hahah .... iif nt later py kiills mii hahah ... yesterdea went to yiishun wiith chiirst , meet hhis friiends dots nor then saw another group of hiis friiends .. siit down talk n eat ..ass fat liiao la mii!!hahah ... goiin to jiian feii liiao ... before tt gt one customer , a auntiie wanna buy shaver , mii , miine sale rep , mii dont know who n mii seniior serve her , iin e end left mii n miine sale rep .. say alots of her son thiings to us .. then call hiis son to check whether he wanna tt shaver , then hiis son nag at her , she pass mii e phone to liisten , at fiirst ii thought she wanna mii explaiin how gd iis e product , then ii say "hello" , then she snatch e phone .. dots actually she wanna mii hear hiis son naggiin at her .. dots!!!! then after e phone she say her son thought ii am hiis ex gf .. wad e heck!!!!! one "hello" so powerful ar!!! then say mii looks also look liike her , say ii very pretty .. wad e heck siia , say iintro her son to mii plus ask mii ii siingle or nt ....wad e heck!!! e most embrassed thiing iis she ask mii sale rep he siingle nt , mii sale rep say siingle , she say choose mii cos ii verii pretty verii niice!!! wad e heck!!! told mii sale rep!!!!!!!!! mii face go where siia ... she had no iideas ii onlii 16 nor!!!!! wad e heck thiink hiis son verii old liiao , learn car vefore leii wad e heck!!

2006-11-12T08:18:00.000-08:00

iits tiime to go ... u make iit verii clear .. thanks .. need tiime but ii am diied heart ... really hope u wiill be happy .. anythiin can stiill come fiind mii ..
todea another long dea siia hahah .... yk say ii hiis happy fruiit hahaha ... funny huh ...
say ii sad stiill can laugh siia then wad he wans mii do cry whole dea ar ???/ ahhaha funny ...
nov liike a biit verii busy siia off also gt somethiin on , dec ii goiin to relax liiao .. hahah iif not ii goiin to be mad ...
todea biig de operatiin manager call mii siia .. dots riight ... ask mii why he nv see mii nowadeas .. hahah dots .. he miiss mii nor hahha jkjk ... ask mii to joiin customer serviice n say dont go best dots ... ask mii consiider .. see how ba anyway even ii goiin back also nt so soon had to work tiill dec hahaha ... hmmm... relax .. tomolo take pay siia ... hmmm...

2006-11-10T07:22:00.000-08:00

ii am breathless, pls dont lei mii be free... ii cant hold on anymore ... ii dont wan to be strong .... can u hurt mii once n for all...a deep deep wound , dont let iit heal n hurt iit agaiin ... make iit unhealed ....dont hurt now n then ... ii cant take iit le ... wad ii holdiin on tiill now iis beliief

2006-11-05T09:50:00.000-08:00

waitiin ... waiit huh , iis mii newest liine used on e show floor liiao ...
customer : excuses mii , can ii had thiis thiis thiis
mii : erm... whiich one , u waiit huh ...
wad e heck siia mii favourite ass liine now hahaha .....
aiiiya .. keep runiin from mii biig de dm adm all thiis but keep bumpiin onto them hahaha fated la .... mii left hand damn suck .. ii nt sure how many biiliions tiimes had people ask mii
erm gal , wad happened to ur hand?? burn ar , ass!!!!!
iis mii doc iinject skiill 0 la .. iinject e fiifth tiime then ok .. e rest gt blue black . one iis e worse ..
so god!!! can u ask them to stop askiin mii thiis annoyiin questiions?? ii know they were concern but iis liike one questiions after another .. after ii answered e doc iinject wrongly , e next ii had to answer iis why u need an iinjectiion .. wad e heck .. like tt no endiin nor ...
hmmmm.. ii wiil stiill waiit

2006-11-03T07:39:00.000-08:00

todea diischarged .. kana torture by e doc, inject de needles to miihand e fiifth tiimes then ok ... mii left hand now blue n black , mii riight abiit paiin.. dont know how they inject siia .. funny thiing iis there gt mediical students , whom iis from iite , send here from attactment , one of them , actually come n ask from mii number ... wad e u , nowadeas all sort o thiings can happen siia ... people can ask for numbers n say they liike u e moment they saw u .. peoplecan also say they liike u when they even ever met u before .. n say iis a kiinda of feeliin dont need see .. ass theiirs logiic ... aniiway after diischarge, alviin jiiu call mii ask mii out , quarrel about an hour , ii really verii tiired gave up say ok ... then iin e end we both agreed to go woodlands 4 a quiick moviie show ...e moment ii hiit woodlands , haven even meet tao alviin , jiiu gt people ask 4 survey , then alviin came iin .. e worse everytiime we go out , everyone wiill say we two couples ass .... where loook liike kao nv even hold hands siia ass ... e person stiill ask mii ii whiich poly , wad e heck!!!! haha... moviie tender always ask us wan couples siit nt ass... of cos no la ... all wriitten on mii face we are not couples liiao why cant they gt iit huh??????????? alviin stiill ask mii y dont wan couples siit .. askiin rubbiish la ... no common senses no logiic ... everyone mads .. haii ... ya he send mii home but whenever he send mii home or watch moviie together ii wiill thiink of somethiin .. siian siian siian

2006-10-30T07:18:00.000-08:00

on sat went to eat diiner wiith mii workiin friiends, wiith py too .. funny she stiill scold mii ass siia ... cos she come look for mii after her work hee... then sun went eat wiith her workiin friends cos ii went down look for her ... both deas 12 plus reach home haha mii mum goiin mad liiao .... haha .. todea leii .. chiinese exam .. ass .. verii ma fan had to wriite compo agaiin ... py more worse , torture by iissac , nv sleep .. tt iidiiot iissac also la, know gt test , stiill wanna quarrel n dont let her sleep .. todea she liike a person wiithout a soul .. wad e heck siia .. hmmm.. stupiid chiirst , keep diisiiao mii ass.. haha... then keep say ii nv reply hiim .. wad e gt reply say nv ... later ii really dont reply ... went out to buy black skiirt 4 workiin use ... haha ht , katiie louiis zach jiiawen all workiin at viivo siia .. great , ii gt lots of company.. nt alone liiao ..py tells mii about iissac de stuff when we wrer out n ask mii dont keep mentiion hiis name cos he verii fan liiao ... siiao liiao la .. jiian miing say waiit 4 hiim to book out zhaii see how .. hmmm... hope can settle niicely siia ... tomolo goiin mii grandmum houise , her maiid comiin mii mother ask mii go stare at e maiid haha funny ar haha.... ii scare siia , ii cant liisten to diilect de , mii mum ask mii go siia .. ii cant go dont later e maiid bully mii grandmum .. siia .. 9 had to reach her house .. wa, bugiis lei siian haha bo biian la ...
wanna watch death note leiii ass .. no tiime ...

2006-10-26T10:31:00.000-07:00

todea went 4 checkup .. wad e heck nor ... verii ma fan nor need take blood test , take mediiciine , alot of thiings la .. then went harbour , meet alviin peii hiim return his vese.. waiit 4 hiim around half an hour , then he reach , ass hahah then went up to e 11th floor , stiill had to waiit for hiim .. around one h .. wad e .. hahah ... then wanna pay hiim back e moviie treat ii promiised also cannoot haha .. wad e .. next tiime stiill had to treat hiim back nor ass.... siian hahah
next year ii takiin o wad e heck la ... ma fan lei!!!! arHHHhhhhhHH ........
next mon had to take chiinese de o .. ARHHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHH
ii liike damn slack nor then sat workiin sun not workiin ...
at least ow ii wont thiink about how u wan to settle wiith her , ii jus see n waiit
ii get wad u mean , ii know wad ii doiin , iiwont waiit 4 u iif u dont love mii aniimore ..
or u thiink no poiint ...
who gd who bad maybe iin relatiionshiip iis verii diiffercult to say
cant say iis her fault , cos so long liiao .
cant say iis yours cos u shii xiin liiao ,
cant say iis miine cos ii love u
all thiis requiires no explaiinatiion ...

2006-10-25T08:20:00.000-07:00

haii .. hmmm.... e last post , ii cant post iit we jiiu end le .. ii dont know wad ii wan now .. jus wanna get away .. sorrii to create a bomb to u .. maybe iis mii miind sux .. but dont blame mii for thiinkiin tt much .. ii dont wan iit to happen too but can u asure mii? ... how can ii not worry or how can ii had confiident iin miiself ?? when u two iis so long liiao ... wad u wanna mii to react .. okok ii nt after stead then know , but u n her really wanna drag ma?? or maybe iis ii yue laii yue aii nii tt why mii reactiion now iis diiferent ... u more u saiid , e more ii am scared , totally out of control ... wad u wan mii to do ?? can u be more fiirm .. ii insane , ii cant make e deciisiion miiself .. iif ii make , iis iinsane ... selfiish ii can say ii dont wiish to have thiis kiinda of triiangle relatiionshiip ... be wiith u iis happy , thiinkiin of u n her de now n past iis torturiin .. wan break to let u settle , yu scare we wont patch .. can ii be braiinwashed ????? sorri we pushed everythiin all to u , ii know iit tiiriin but ii already saiid ii wiill waiit .. u dont trust mii or urself?? or u wan mii to say waiit for mii???though ii dont know u well , doesn't mean ii dont love u ... though u thiink u dont treat mii well , doesn't mean u own mii alot ... though ii nv ask u alots of questiions , doesn't mean ii not keen to know ....most hurtiin words iis u tell mii not to love u so much ..

2006-10-17T08:30:00.000-07:00

ii cant fall asleep agaiin , tiired but cant sleep , mii miind keep workiin ... wad wrong wiith mii stupiid miind ar?? haiiii , always thiink so negatiive de lei , inheriitated from mii mum de ii supposed ... well ,anyway , todea went down toa payoh to iinterviiew wiith py n meiiyun.. erm haah , we were late , ii was nt late to meet them at cp , so thiis tiime round iis nt mii fault ... anyway e place [ buiildiin ] was huge siia .. lucky we fiind awhiile jiiu fiind tao le ... hahah . but e kiim fong [thiink tt hiis name] already at there briiefiin e others le .. and so , we had to waiit for hiim to fiiniished .. we counted as e second batch??? hahah then follow by all e craps .. opps , ii mean e document ... :p after whiich , kiim fong tells us rafely about e products we were goiin to sells ... iin e miiddle of e "lesson" mii hp riings , ii thought iit was gm but iis alviin ... verii shock .. e fiirst call ii nv answer iis rude , but he called e second tiime , ii answer .. then he asked mii where am ii all thiis ... erm abiit craps hahah jkjk.. aniiway ii pass e phone to kiim fong , let hiim tell alviin ii in e miidle of a lesson ... then he hang up ... we were iin, py n mii workiin as full , meiiyun due to her bf , she choosen part time .. but e pro iis full or part , we had to work on weekends .. thiis two deas e peak of e sale but meiiyun had onlii gtsat to peii her stead ... so we gave her suggestiion to request off on sat .. 6 plus lesson over , the three of were damn hungry , deciided to go toa payoh central to eat .. went to walk around there abiit ... siiannnn , todea verii siiannnn .... wad e heck hahah .. sii ren leii liike verrii busy nor he .. suan le .. hmmmmmm.... next tiime biite hiim ... where r u ????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wad u doiiiin !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??????????? maybe tt e most iimportant answers to mii now ba ..

2006-10-12T09:00:00.000-07:00

the best tiime iis wiith mii general manager , always make mii laugh n always full of rubbiish .... haha but of cos ii enjoyed to be wiith hiim.....love hiim lots lots .... happeniin ar todea , went down harbour , took mii pay ... then jiiu go out wiith hiim haha .. he took hlf dea off siia .. feel bad leii cos liike ii make hiim verii tiired but wadever ..... haiix .. thiinkiin of somethiin but dont know how to say ... nvm ... anyway :p had a good tiime 2dea but verii bad , n sorry to alviin ... haii...

2006-09-28T08:32:00.000-07:00

Agaiin cos of her , we had to be be upset agaiin ... ok wadever u saiid now wiill be fiinal heariin for us , all e bullshiitiin u thrown toward us iis enough .. Yup todea art lesson ii purposly speak loudly for her heard ... so wad e poiint??? she gt iit , dont thiink so , mii language iis an foreiign language to her ... mii fuckiin god , why do we had to meet such a person ... Ya Ya Ya a road we all had to pass riight???? bullshiit ... peace nv ever exiist in mii dictiionary iif all thiis goes on ... pls dont dare to deny riight iin mii face that u and hiim are jus friiend . iif not mii hand wiill lose control .... there are UNCOUNTABLES people KNOWS both of u are stead !!!! so wad u wanna mii to do ??? be a fool ??? n contiiune to trust u???? or ii should SLAP miiself awake from mii LALA land back to realiity ??? wad e heck la !!!!eRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR .... n to e three guys stop treatiin ht biirthdea liike nothiin can !!!!!!!!! u all know she treat u all liike her next of kiin liike tt nor , iif iis mii biirthdea ii nothiin to say la ... stop sayiin no money , No money , u stiill had e money to eat wad wad wad ar??? ok la dont compare mii n u all la , cos ii gt work ma , but compare wiith glad , py n meiiyun la , they gt work meh?? they no money gt say dont wanna come ma??? iis 25th of oct leii !!! stiill gt tiime to save money de nor now tiill then ... n ht wanna call who , dont influence her deciisiion , cos tt wad u all de HER diid to us eariiler on , wd we did iis an eye for an eye ... dont say we too much , dont say we three eat one , dont say we bulliin her , dont say WE FRIIENDS !! cos thiis words noe irriitated mii lots lots !!!! friiends dont hiide , friiends dont act as iif we were iinviisiible , friiends dont liies, friiends share ,be iit laugher or sorrow .. am ii wrong , iif ii am , tell mii ... sorry dar ii nowadeas abiit short temper . so soeeii iif ii throw mii temper ... aniiway wo aii nii ...

2006-09-14T08:39:00.000-07:00

wa lau !!!!!! relatiionshiip ok liiao jiiu come friiendshiip ... eEEEEE !!!! can ii have peace??? wad e heLL .. pls nor , can u dont say " pls la or dots la we onlii friiend!!!! nothiin else??", iif there iis really nothiiin , can ii ask u why why why even outsiider see e two of u as STEAD!!!!! iif hhis hands around ur shoulder , u dont dodge, wad tt mean u all damn gd?? nan tao both of u had to hold hands n kiis iin sch chaii counted as stead ar?? pls la we not stoppiin u to make such a great friiend , we even more happy than u tt u could had someone u to share ur troubles n ur sadness wiith , but he iis a guy siia .. pls la body contact? hiit abiit walk close most of us sure ok de ... walk liike staed hand over shoulder , anythiin onlii u two know , thiis kiinda of thiing onlii stead would do ba ...

2006-09-13T09:03:00.000-07:00

11o9o6 will be e date ii would remember ... forever iis wad ii wont have e courage to promiised , but future iis wad ii promiised .. mus beliieve mii ..

2006-09-06T08:19:00.000-07:00

haiiyo .. why eveytiime ii settled down iin mii workiin place liiao , jiiu gt somethiin crop up ... thiis turn round .. iis e powerpac tryiin to make mii her promoter .. can ii say no!!!!! verii frustrated nor .. ii dont wan ii dont wan .. m most fumiin iis tt hr n e powerpac women say liiao , ii nv agree jiiu transter mii ... maybe ii stiill got e choiice to choose ba .. iif not ii can choose to leave ba!!!! shou bu liiao le ....!!!!! told e women ii not goiin to take her offer , iif biig does not wan mii then ii out of tt company ... wad can ii do riight ?? stiill young stiill had a choose to made ba .. wo yu bu shii toy .. or robots , say wad ii jiiu had to do wad ar ?? dont care .. anyway thanks siia yulong , hear mii nag so long , n fan u so long haha ... steady la , u say frii go where jiiu go where nor , but had to be iin siingapore la .. hahaha .. tomolo gt math test fan sii le la ...
hmmmmm..... last tiime ii repeatiin , II GOT A CHOIICE TO MADE !!!!!

2006-09-05T08:37:00.000-07:00

verii hungry now siia ... wa lau .. nothiin to eat siia n somemore so late liiao .. so late liiao he stiill dont wan sleep .. siian .. wad wrong wiith mii ar .. stop iit SHUYI !!!! kao sometiimes mii miinds keep workiin even when ii sleepiin ... n sometiimes ii do de thiings cant explaiined .. braiinash mii better .. hahah hmmmm

2006-09-05T08:23:00.000-07:00

finally siia fiiniish mii n level de chiinese n sociial studiies .... wa // stiill need to retake mii o level de chiinese ... wa lau miis by one grsde siia ii hate B3 !!!!! one grade niia siia .. one grade ii jiiu had to spent another 20 + de money .. lucky dont need retake oral n liisteniin .. kao iif not ii really wiill go mad siia ... tomolo stiill need to drag mii foots go to sch from 8am to 4 pm .. wtf nor ii holiidea liike no holiidea .. wadever .. hmmm .. relatiionshiip iis driiviin mii nuts !!! tt all ii can say ... no comments ..

2006-09-03T07:45:00.000-07:00

wa lau ii verii stupiid nor .. forget to briing mii tiime sheet to work yesterdea , haii wo todea went down to pass to jason .. can dont go out de nor todea cos tomolo gt chiinese test but bo biian had to pass iif not ii no pay take liiao ... then ii asked py out to study , actually ii suggested to study at riivervale de mac cos near her house but she keepp hmmmmm...... then ii knew she wanted somethiin else , then ii say so where u wanna study , she told mii she xiiang go down town to shop see whether can fiind tao iissac de biirthdea present .. kao , she dont know how to say faster de leii mus drag for liike ten to fiifteen miins then tell mii her plan ... then ii suggest to go harbour to study cos ii goiin down n there nearer to town .. sii doggyy say dont wan benefiit mii , drag for another ten miin then iin e end she say ok nor .. kao ... hahah ... skiip e part where ii wen to biig .. then we settle down iin mac to study .. study for about one h plus py started to talk craps n became iiratatiin , keep on askiin mii to treat her eat siia .. wei!!!!! ii haven take mii pay siia .. then keep disturbiin mii studiies .. iin e end we stopped studiin ( py dont wan ii no choice cos ahe kept on iiratate mii ) .. n went to biig to browse around , went down to town after that ... hahah went to ciine , junmiing workiin there go viisit hiim shun piian walk around see whether gt iissac de biirthdea present .. junmiing verii de funny nor , go work forget to briing wallet , no money eat , iin e end we help hiim buy hahah ... then ok la shortcut we went down bugiis to buy iissac de biirthdea present .. n of cos py brought a bag for her dar la haha ... blah blah blah blah

2006-09-01T14:20:00.000-07:00

yesterdea iis mii darliin doggiie py de biirthdea .. opps , she goiin to kiill mii iif she saw ii put her niickname ... haha aniiway happy biirthdea to u!!!! haiiyo verii piity siia though u celebrate ur biirthdea wiith all ur friiends but ii know u actually want to celebrate wiith us n ur dar dar de .. dont know why he jus wont come!!! iif iit was mii who had stead n are celebratiin biirthdea , ii would also love to celebrate wiith mii friiends n stead , mii biirthdea ma ... aiiya say so much someone also dont understand ... waste mii effort ... but too bad iis not mi biirthdea , n ii dont have stead haha ....aniiway ii know u did enjoyed urself onlii abiit ke xiii .... went to play bowliin , pool , arcarde n had a steamboat feast haha ... eat tiill ii dont wanna eat liiao ... n hor dont ask mii go take watermelon agaiin hoR!! yi ge liiang ge , all ask mii take everytiime also liike thiis !!!! hahah ... kao tomolo workiin siia , lucky sun not workiin iif not ii surely fall siick de ... mondea n tues stiill gt exam aRRR!!!!!!!

2006-08-30T00:49:00.000-07:00

clear ?? look liike iit's clear . over?? look liike iit's over .. ii not sure but ii sure ii cant contiiune ... to mii ii am e thiird party , wadever people may say , not mii fault to liike hiim , but iis mii fault to let hiim liike mii .... but iif ii contiiune , ii wont stop ... why cant love be siimple ?? iis iit cos iif u went through e biitter stuff , n taste e sweet stuff , e sweet stuff iis sweeter ??? wad kiinda of logiic???!!!!!! iif can ii rather dont taste sweetness iif ii had to gone though e biitterness thiing on earth!!! maybe , ii jus cant take iit le ba .. wont cry when handliin relatiionshiip iis mii biggest regret.... will smiile sfter each failure iis mii biggest miistake ... evryone told mii e same thiing , ii gt lots more choiices , but e pathetiic thiing iis , e one ii love wont get back to mii , e one who loves mii , ii wont get back to them .. and the one who both of us love each other , we wont get back to each other ... tt wad makes love pathetiic .. e more ii get to knoe love e more ii scram away from iit .. of cos ii wiill wan a real n seriious relatiionshiip , but now jiiu shii cant ...iif "u" does not love mii , or dont know how to treasure mii , pls dont care about mii anymore , jus let mii recover n ii wont care about u too , let u recover ..... no riight or wrong , faiir or not .. there no rules iin love , no reason for an enemey to fall iin love , no reason for a once went through wiind n storm to became enemey or someone who pretend that they nv exiist.....

2006-08-29T06:06:00.000-07:00

haiiyo siian ... todea keep thiinkiin of e national flag nor ... [ cant type hiis name ] haiii ii always liike e wrong person , dont know .. la .. dont ask mii why , thiis kiinda of feeliin ii cant control nor .. ii not robots ... went to iikea todea , verii de stupiid de nor go there buy photo frames n eat e hotdog bread onlii .... still took 2 hours plus to go there n come back.. skip poa n hummuniities .... not wad we wan de nor cos by e tiime we reach sch e sch gate maybe would be close :p WA LAU SIIA , next week though ii haviin , one week HOLIIDEA!!!! , ii am PACKED wiith all sorts od sch stuff!!!!! mon iis chiinese "n" paper , tues iis chiinese n ss "n" paper , wed got 4 hours of engliish remediial , 3 houre of poa remediial ... kao by e tiime iit ends iis 4.30 le nor ...thurs gt math mock exam .. onlii frii sat n sun free nor , liike that ii dont wan holiidea bu shii gen hao siia!!!!! ARRRRRR!!!! so many thiings packed together no wonder ii every niight so late then wiill fall asleep ... wa lau can thiis world stop giiviin mii pro ???????

2006-08-22T08:54:00.000-07:00

wad e fuck . always gt pro when ii wanna blog siia .. wad e fuck!!!! arrrrHHHH !! todea went to watch e ghost game . hmmm quiite niice siia . but e endiin verii sad . hahah py n iissac patch le siia really nv thiink they would patch siia but really verii happy 4 py la cos she also happiier liiao , but hope iissac would do wad he promiised nor iif not ii wont help hiim agaiin liiao . then mii ht meii yun vala n alad went to watch e show , at fiirst ciine cant but e tiickets cos ht haven pass her biirthdea, then ii say go upstaiir buy then lucky can . sii vala walk so fast walk so ah beng haii e gal iin e entrance wanna check our iic lucky she let us pass .. iif not we cant watch liiao .. hmmm... then we keep laughiin when we haviin our diinner n when we iin traiin , all e people surround us keep lookiin at us so paiisiiah hahaha .. but verii fun , liike verii long nv go out wiithn them liiao , they stiill so crap nor hahah .... tt tiime they went to sentosa ii also nv go haha cos workiin ma ... hmmm.. dont know ii n hiim iis not ii wanna giive up , iis everythiimg he does n say tells mii or wanna mii giive up , mayve ii miistook iit or wad , but he always nv triied to explaiin . dont know maybe he thiink ii am god who knows wad he thiimkiin ba or he dont bother to explaiin , cos we jus friiend .. may take long tiime ba but ii already took verii long tiime le can say more than one year le , everytiime say wanna forget cant , but ii know tt even cant ii also mus . iis not a wan or dont wan , iis a need . tt wad ii realiise when ii went to work iin e same company as hiim . jus need a word or sentence from hiim ii jiiu wont giive up but he jiiu shii shii tou wont say .jus one words or one sentence ii dont miind to waiit as long as ii could , aiiya wadever most gals are liike tt de la . hahah anyway ii had deciided thiis deciisiion took mii 8 months to decided , so pls la dont let mii change mii heart n mii miind la . everythiin had to start from scratch .. hmmmm ... hope tt e deciisiion ii made next tiime would be gd to mii ..

2006-07-21T09:40:00.000-07:00

todea iis a tiriin dea siia .. hmmm.. start wiith sch math teacher liike had eaten bomb before he step iinto our class , kept on wantiin us to do wad he told us to . iif not he lose hiis temper . siiao de but half e class faiil math so maybe that e reason ba hahah... ii faiil math but pass mii poa , dots riight?? haiiyo aniiway faiil liiao jiiu faiil liiao nor . went home then realiised that mii bro iis not at home , ii told hiim that ii would be home straiight after sch le tell hiim pass mii e house key fiirst , he dont wan , iin e end ii flare up went to sch to look 4 hiim . on e way leep scoldiin hiim . but when ii reach e sch n start fiindiin hiim , ii couldnt fiind hiim n went home . kao nor he already iin e house le nor damn iit . haii wo run here , run there scare ii cant meet py iin tiime . ii meet py for todea zpop concert , hahaha went down town chat tiilll we miis stop had to take back agaiin . then one more tiime iis walk pass e shop we wanna went into . hahaha stupiid siia . joven call mii halfway wanna ask mii out but iiin e end he say nv miind dots nor hiim , nowadea he weriid weriid de dont know wad happened to hiim . hmmmm... e concert ok la zhan xiin zhe siing tiill verii niice nor hahah voiice verii speciial . hmmm watch tiill 11 plus then had to squeese buses wiith other people squeese tiill ii nearly diie of lack of oxygen hahah . haiiyo anyway py n ii had a damn tiired dea . ii tomolo stiill had to work siia siia now already miidniight le ii stiill haven sleep haii ahha goiin to le .. tomolo work jiiu can see hiim le hahaha , dont know he workiin not hmmm hope so hahah... god bless mii that he wiill be workiin tomolo . n ii wont say stupiid thiings agaiin hahaha gd niight

2006-07-20T06:53:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. todea ii late for sch cos yesterdea or could say thiis few deas veri late then sleep. the school liike jaiil nor late stiill mus take our ezliink . lucky ii nv briing cos ii walk to sch . but mr neo wanna check our bags see whether we gt ezliink not . wa kao ii gt briing hp n disc man nor , then mii bro hao xiin help mii keep mii hp . hahaha then when mr neo pass by mii then ii realised he nv check mii bag maybe he knew ii wont liie ba or wad ii dont know but shockiin that he nv check mii bag . then ii sleep when ii haviin physiic , then deciide to go home when ii haviin mii recess hahah. verii cunnin nor mii , ii go general offiice fiirst so e busybody securiity guard wont stop mii from goin out of e gate , hahaha but iin e end e securiity guard not there n ii jus went out liike thiis hahah.. anyway when ii reach home mii bro at home , he knew ii skiip lesson but ii nv respond hahah.... went to meet ht n glad after that n buy lots of thiings to eat but onlii spend one dollar plus . hahah glad say she dont miind haviin maggii everydea so guys can dont need to earn money la iif u wanna marry her haha.. watch vcd at her house keep talkiin crap , n that ht veri dramatiic nor pattern more than badminton nor watch diisc 18 keep cryiin , then she stiill say she wiill not cry till so chan , but jus now her neck also got tears nor . hahaha most interestiin part iis that she NOSE BLEED!!!!hahaha kao she verii pro hor mii god nor hahaha.... meetiin hiim iis jus an arrangement from god ?? or jus anither person whom would or should appear iin mii liife?? you yuan wu fen ? sorrii ii jus cant ggiive up , cant dont care tt u exiisted , mayve ii get mii bao yiin but ii onlii know now ii iin mii own hole, e hole that ii dig miiself.

2006-07-19T06:50:00.000-07:00

thiis iis e fiirst entry of thiis new blog ii am haviing . wad happened todea glad had posted iin her blog le . so no poiint ii repeatiin agaiin . preliin iis comiin hutiing told mii to start studyiin next week but ii bet surely cant lo we now stiill play go out watch vcd all thiis hahha . thiink can pass also a pro , NO NO NO ii surely can pass de .n to huitiing dont sold mii stupiid ok ii verii de clever de hor!! hahah. wadever wa lau ii two deas nv sms hiim le . work place e same hmmm... till now ii stiill dont know wad he iis thiinkiin though both of us can crack damn stupiid joke but jiiu shii dont understand ba . quiite ke liian ba ... haiiz dont wu huii both of us not stead . jiiu shii aii meii kuan xii ba . about us there thousand of questiion mark . sat go work then can see hiim hmmmm... wad iif both of us not workiin iin e same place??ii cant giive up iis liike mii everythiin not liisteniin to mii miind . keep hangiin iin e miid air , go down iis hell , go up though iis heaven but when ii fall down from such a hiigh level it would be paiiner . but ii really hate e feeliin of hangiin iin e miid aiir .

2006-07-19T04:22:00.000-07:00

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